Keep Going No Matter What

Tear flow freely I'm still really sick it's four weeks today since my childrens father died .
Its 3 weeks since we were evicted because the house we were renting sold and the owners threw our belongings on the street in the rain . 2 weeks of being homeless my children lost their father , we lost the rental home , lost personal belonging s , Wednesday we got some items back but our piano had been put in the rain .

Material items can be replaced in time but sentimental items are gone forever !
All my songs are gone personal papers were thrown in the bin , I tried so hard to get stuff in storage
within the frame time but I just ran outta time.

Im trying to get some belongs back  they said were stored one hour away, I got my washing machine back the agitor  was filled with dirt .

Wicked Wednesdays this is the first Wednesday I can breathe but I do have to go through some boxes
of belongings that were broken just to fit in a box an some boxes were emptied .

I don't know how people especially when its against the law throw out belongings of  another especially when they know there was a death in the family .

These people are just horrible

Tonight marks a week in our current rental just to have a roof is a relief my car is like 17 yrs old but cleaner than some motels we stayed in and at times safer .

I have to try move forward I hate seeing the boxes in my garage of what those ppl broke my piano with rain stains :(  I want my songs and poetry back :( .

I want to make my house a home , first night was blanket on the floor , next night was an air mattress
but I have a really bad back so yesterday I bought some foam mattresses , We don't have much but we have each other and maybe today I'll buy a saucepan set so I can cook  of course we will be eating on the floor  because its basically what we have a roof a floor a foam mattress :) .

Why am I a homie Girl because there is no place like home even when you've lost everything
to be able to say I'm going home I have a home and there might not be any material possession's
or a few mattresses , laptop  but it's home and there is no place I'd rather be !