I don't know anymore

I went through photo's of years gone by , sometimes I wonder did you really know you were going to die . I wish you treated me right but the photos just bring back horrific memories of the past photos I can't share with the children because my face and arms are black and blue, bruises caused by you .

You Don't Exist Anymore

Looking out the glass door into the nights darkness I realised you don't exist anymore :(
you are gone forever :( . I am grateful I stored home movies and I actually watched a clip of you
sitting my my lap lol and I was doing bunny ears behind your head oh we were so young .

It made me happy and yet now I've slowed downed I guess there are times I can grieve a little
just so much happened at once and you were gone , just too much happened .:(

If the property your renting sells

If the property your renting sells

This post applies to the state of New South Wales but some tips will help no matter where you live .

In NSW if the property one is renting is sold then you will have thirty days to vacate once it's been sold and deposit has been taken ,

Now the biggest problem in NSW is that rentals that are

Advertised online

Not available for 3 weeks

You must inquire to generate interest for an inspection date and time

You must book in to state you will attend the inspection booking

Just because a property is online = Doesn't mean it hasn't already been leased .

Properties through agents might have inspection day / time scheduled in advance
yet the property has been leased .Unfortunately believing one has x amount of properties to inspect
can be a downfall , because lets say there is 7 inspection in a coming week 5 could already be leased.

Double check with the agent , if your in luck you'll get a reply .

Print out all written references  x 5, tenant ledgers , ID ect
have your application ready to hand in at inspection .

If you have x amount already printed it save time when putting applications together.

My advice if after two weeks you haven't secured a rental then find suitable storage and start storing photos ect .

Try get everything you can into storage , I wouldn't wish my situation on anyone.

Try find a storage company that gives you back money on the days you don't use out of a months storage . In Australia that would be Kennards Self Storage and plus with your access code you can go to your storage at anytime .

More tips to come

Sad

I paid x amount to go take over the storage where my belongings were , I'd say thrown off the back of a truck :( no way was my belongings removed by professionals .

My dinning room table three legs just broken off , TV unit doors broken off I'm heart broken
it's like everything was deliberately broken :( ,

I'm broken
My children's father used to say to me you can get through life because You R The Strongest Person I Know and most people couldn't imagine the things you've endured in life let alone get through them.

Tears flow freely my throat burns , today I'm sad still have an air mattress on the floor I think our beds were thrown out and people came along and took them .

At least we have a place to call home

He is a c u next Tuesday

me of my belongings are stored / were stored these ppl are  c u next Tuesdays table legs were snapped off the dining room table . tv unit door just broken off like seriously , such horrid humans.

So I paid $1500 and two thirds of my belongings are gone the other third just ruined / broken my  c u next Tuesday horrid humans

It's My Birthday

Today is my birthday not much has changed since I last blogged , I lodged an application through the court in hope  of getting some belongings back , Still just floor and roof , things will get better in time.

It's been a month since my children's father passed away , the past month has been surreal an I just want to forget it , how I wish I could wake and it be a nightmare , no I've pinched myself it's been real .

Keep Going No Matter What

Tear flow freely I'm still really sick it's four weeks today since my childrens father died .
Its 3 weeks since we were evicted because the house we were renting sold and the owners threw our belongings on the street in the rain . 2 weeks of being homeless my children lost their father , we lost the rental home , lost personal belonging s , Wednesday we got some items back but our piano had been put in the rain .

Material items can be replaced in time but sentimental items are gone forever !
All my songs are gone personal papers were thrown in the bin , I tried so hard to get stuff in storage
within the frame time but I just ran outta time.

Im trying to get some belongs back  they said were stored one hour away, I got my washing machine back the agitor  was filled with dirt .

Wicked Wednesdays this is the first Wednesday I can breathe but I do have to go through some boxes
of belongings that were broken just to fit in a box an some boxes were emptied .

I don't know how people especially when its against the law throw out belongings of  another especially when they know there was a death in the family .

These people are just horrible

Tonight marks a week in our current rental just to have a roof is a relief my car is like 17 yrs old but cleaner than some motels we stayed in and at times safer .

I have to try move forward I hate seeing the boxes in my garage of what those ppl broke my piano with rain stains :(  I want my songs and poetry back :( .

I want to make my house a home , first night was blanket on the floor , next night was an air mattress
but I have a really bad back so yesterday I bought some foam mattresses , We don't have much but we have each other and maybe today I'll buy a saucepan set so I can cook  of course we will be eating on the floor  because its basically what we have a roof a floor a foam mattress :) .

Why am I a homie Girl because there is no place like home even when you've lost everything
to be able to say I'm going home I have a home and there might not be any material possession's
or a few mattresses , laptop  but it's home and there is no place I'd rather be !